Second is the messed up subject combination by the school.. Clearly stated I'm going to retake my H1 Chinese but somehow i'm still exempted. then only went through the orientation camp then I realise it's a literal mistake. I still thought because exemption is special case so they don't appear on the finalise subject combination list on the notice board. I feel so bonded with my lovely class S24 already then have to face this cruel reality... "Trading my lovely S24 for a Subject.." This mindset was swirling around me and is the sole reason that's keeping me from making a straight forward decision. It totally goes against my personal life policy !!
However after much deliberation in my mind... or rather much emoing... I came to light. that I need to do sth and not sit down here staring into the screen and 2 years later regret for not retaking my chinese. A B4 for your Higher Chinese will result in a grade C in your A level Certificate so it's recommended to retake to get at least an A or a B. A1/A2 for HCL is Grade A and B3 is Grade B.
Anyway by chance i get to discuss and talk with MT HOD through phone and it really helps me in my current situation a lot. Now beside taking up H1 CL, i'll also be switching my H1Economics for H1 General Studies in Chinese. Economics there's not much difference between H1 and H2 meaning taking H1 Econs you're not spending less time than those taking H2, which puts you in disadvantage. So it's either take a H2 Economics or other H1 subject that benefits. Of course not saying H1 Econ is useless but in my current situation taking GSC will give me more advantage since i'm more chinese orientated.
well.. everything's set. I'll make the move tml in the morning... haha..
a rather well night spent making my mind go sparked and ignited.
因為一次的失敗,我一層一層地往真心上披上無數的盔甲,承重遲鈍,認定了會辛苦個幾年。 我忽略了外表,掩蓋著曾經輝煌過的自己,衣著凌亂,如個土包子,讓自己低調不顯眼。 但情感在歲月的累積下,已利到如把寶刀,刺穿了層層盔甲,刺穿了否認真心的自我。 從去年就一直不敢承認,不敢面對。但事到如今,我不得不承認.. 我只感到,我們的相同點太多了,性格上的不一樣只會讓一且更加完美。 The law of attraction says that opposites attract 然而一次的經驗,加上對自己的不足有自知之明.. 只感到,我有機會,有可能嗎? 雖想開口, 但始終不敢嘗試..
now i listen to my sound of life also can't think properly !! when music plays mind goes blank and follow the flow of music but when it ended i'm back to reality LOL :'| ..